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It Died

I like cats and videogames
// My art // Dolls // Wigs //
Aug 27 '14

houseofalexzander:

Here is a whole mess of THROW BACK for you!
I’ve been moving and I found two flash drives with all these pictures!

This was me at the very beginning stages of my transformation.
I had just learned about gender variance and was trying to embrace my gender fluidity by wearing different clothes (Leggings, feminine tops, ect.)
However, I still had not broken free from the masculine shell society had boxed me in.

By the way, all these outfits were shot behind my house, where NO ONE could see me. I was still not confident enough to leave the house in something like what I’m wearing above!

This photo set is just proof that things take time! If you’re struggling with gender identity, I understand the fear & anxiety you’re going through because I have been there myself and these photos are proof. Proof of a time when I was still scared of being non-binary & fearful of what my friends and family would say and if they could accept me.

Keep your head up & push forward!
You are special and most importantly,
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!

Xoxo

-Elliott Alexzander

Aug 27 '14
thissstuff:

Now, videogames haven’t made me violent, but they have made me feel like I’m supposed to pick this up.

thissstuff:

Now, videogames haven’t made me violent, but they have made me feel like I’m supposed to pick this up.

Aug 27 '14

// Personal post //

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Aug 27 '14
Aug 27 '14
Fate will guide you.

(Source: watashi-akuma)

Aug 27 '14
electricarc:

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Been playing with this concept for a while.

electricarc:

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Been playing with this concept for a while.

Aug 27 '14
bbbambi:

Maya makeup test :) PAX I’m ready for yooooouuuu! #borderlands #siren #cosplay #pax #maya

bbbambi:

Maya makeup test :) PAX I’m ready for yooooouuuu! #borderlands #siren #cosplay #pax #maya

Aug 27 '14
prince-ichi:

yesterday’s 69 min was outfit swap and I missed it so here it is 22 hours late :’)

prince-ichi:

yesterday’s 69 min was outfit swap and I missed it so here it is 22 hours late :’)

Aug 27 '14
whiskeydrinking-operating:

This is Chester. When I was in Afghanistan I got a care package from one of those “Adopt a Soldier” programs that lets families send care packages to service men and women who are deployed overseas. Anyway, I got this care package, and it came with the usual stuff: Baby wipes, crackers, peanut butter, the Dad threw in a pack of cigarettes, and there was some jerky. But there was also a little beanie baby gold fish and a hand written note from a 7 year old girl that said  “Dear Soldier, (I wasn’t even mad) I hope you are doing well. I’m sorry you have to miss thanksgiving with your family. This is my friend Chester. He keeps me safe from monsters, but I think you need him more than I do. I hope he keeps you safe from the monsters you’re fighting. Take good care of him for me”.
You bet your ass that little fish was in my pocket every time I went on patrol.

whiskeydrinking-operating:

This is Chester. When I was in Afghanistan I got a care package from one of those “Adopt a Soldier” programs that lets families send care packages to service men and women who are deployed overseas. Anyway, I got this care package, and it came with the usual stuff: Baby wipes, crackers, peanut butter, the Dad threw in a pack of cigarettes, and there was some jerky. But there was also a little beanie baby gold fish and a hand written note from a 7 year old girl that said
“Dear Soldier, (I wasn’t even mad)
I hope you are doing well. I’m sorry you have to miss thanksgiving with your family. This is my friend Chester. He keeps me safe from monsters, but I think you need him more than I do. I hope he keeps you safe from the monsters you’re fighting. Take good care of him for me”.

You bet your ass that little fish was in my pocket every time I went on patrol.